1/15/2005 11:44:00 AM

ohh... juz reached home... had a very very very full dinner at indochine... followed by desserts... n more food at chomp chomp!!! yea... i went chomp chomp to eat again.... wif vin this time... but we took quite long b4 we found the place... coz both of us dunno how to go... n i forgot the way there.... wahahaha... had the usual stuff again lor.... nice food... n thanx vin for coming to fetch me in town... hahah was out in town the whole day wif my jc frenz... to celebrate pg's bday... hmm.. i think its quite sad lor.. coz i'm like going to turn 20 soon!!! a 2 infront!!! so scary.. n in a few yrs time wedding bells will start to ring... wonder will i be the 1st??? hhahaha... anyway.. it was fun to hang out wif them... but i hate the process when we cant decide wat to do lor... it juz makes me feel so sian.... n i haf to thank lisa for the nice earrings she got for me... suppose to be xmas xchange gifts... thanx lisa... hee... n i bought a top for new yr.. juz a plain simple top... i think i becoming bankrupt.... spending like nobody's business.... n juz keep signing my card... maybe its a wrong choice for me to have so many debit cards... hahaha... nvm lah.... not like i spending everyday lor... but i shall try n save abit lor.... haiz... i'm still feeling sad... but i think i shldnt be thinking so much....

1/14/2005 06:53:00 PM

i'm sad, disappointed.... i feel so lost.... i'm feeling scared... scared of losing him... yet at the same time i feel dat i shld let go when i haf to.... its difficult to make pple arnd me happy... its hurting me but i still wan them to be happy... i feel like crying... but tears juz dun flow... i dunno wat i shld do... i shld juz pretend nothing has happen to make pple happy.... but it realli hurts.... i know i cant forget it... coz it juz keeps floating back to my memory...i wan to slp... dun wanna wake up so dat i wun haf to face the reality... coz in dreamland.. everything is so perfect... y is reality so harsh? i hate reality... coz it breaks my heart into millions of pieces..... n it made me feel so empty... i feel so lonely deep inside me... coz i feel dat i've lost someone so impt to me.....

1/14/2005 08:11:00 AM

yea... no sch today!!! so cool.... feels like wkend... but its onli friday.... wahahaha... dat means i still got 2 more days of wkend... hee.... cool huh.... went shopping today in town wif bb.... he bought a pair of levis jeans.... the pair dat i wanted but i look so damn ugly in it lor... hee... so cool... n there's this tag for the 501 jeans n bb gave it to me coz i love it so much!!! wahahaha... nice tag i've got.... hee.... wanted to shop for shoes for bb... but nothing he fancy... rather the 1 he like dun haf his size.... its always like dat 1 lor... i always so choosy.. den when i finally made my decision to buy something cant find or dun haf my size... so sad!!! june shld understand... wahahah... okie lah... tml is another shopping day for joanne's n pg's present... n tml is pg's bday... advanced happy birthday pg!!! 20 liao... so old.... (i noe i'm joining u soon but not yet) hahahaha.... so i can still suan pple!!! hee.... today is fri... yet i'm staying home at nite!!! how fun it is.... haiz... =(

1/13/2005 06:50:00 AM

yea.. i'm backed home after a long day of lect.. actually was quite alrite lah... 130pm lect all the way to 6plus... coz i skip the last part of the lect... suppose to be until 730pm.. whahaha... the lect is interesting n boring at the same time... lecturer was okie... quite interesting but the topic is boring... human origins... n watch this stupid dumb video for so long yet i never hear a single word.... hahaha... shall not complain... since i oredi chosen to take this ge.... oh ya... got new blog skin... made it myself... hahaha.. happy... but some fotos dun realli look nice here... shall go change soon... hee... kinda lazy now... yest make the blogskin until very late... so very tired now... hahaha... yea... tml shopping wif bb... long time no shopping le... hee... shall go scout for nice clothes for new yr.... hee... feels like its wkend oredi.. coz tml no sch!! wahahah....

1/12/2005 06:43:00 AM

hmmm... boring boring boring... went for lab today... so sianz... wed onli go sch for lab... my lab supposed to be on fri.. but changed it to today so i can be in the same lab as bb n june... quite fun lah... slack lor.. left early too... den went to haf dinner at sakae sushi wif daddy, mummy n bb... so full now!!! hee... sometimes i feel dat even though my family is simple n not very exciting... but i still love my family!!! i always love having dinner wif my parents... coz i can feel the warmth of the family... feels great to haf them by my side.... hee... i love daddy n mummy... n i love my bb too... got a new printer from bb... hee... thanx bb for the printer.... =).. next time can print notes smoothly le... hee... supposed to change my blog skin... but i'm abit lazy now... everything's done but i juz haven edit the template... hahaha.... wait until i got more time free... hmm... realise dat chinese new yr is coming.... i need to pack my room again.. hate it.. coz i always dunno where to start from... hee.... n i need to buy new yr clothes... hee... though i've got lots of new clothes lah.. but i still wanna buy... wahahah... anyway... happy belated birthday ah pek... came 1 day late ah... paiseh wor!!! hee... hope u enjoy ur bday... n is fri chomp chomp onz?? pls reply me... =)

1/10/2005 02:51:00 AM

i'm back home!!! tired tired... as i always predicted.. i;m so tired... guess its juz the monday blues lor... hahaha... but nvm... sch is over today!! yea!! nothing to be happy abt... gotta study life sci notes n do life sci tut... gotta do maths tut coz halfway done... gotta start on new phy tut... arrgghhh!! so many work to do!!! n taking this prescribed elective which is abt socio... ehhz interesting but difficult to understand... hafta buy the txtbk tml n start reading.... haiz.. i'm loaded wif work!!! ahhh!!! dats wat i haf to do for another 3.5 yrs.... ehhz... in order to get my 1st class honours!!! i think i shld stop bull shitting... if i can get a 1st class honours den i shall give big treat to everybody... hahaha.... impossible task... anyway hope pple arnd me r feeling better.. dun be sad.. dun get too stressed up... be happy pple!!! i wan pple arnd me to be happy.... n most imptly... today is daddy's bday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!

1/10/2005 12:32:00 AM

another pic taken during boring lect!! 

1/10/2005 12:31:00 AM

such a boring lect dat make me take spas fotos again!!